well, had a pretty god holiday, newyears in brisbane was pretty good, saw my friends i hadn't seen since uni hols started. now for kinda updates:
- the parentals said no to moving in with my boyfriend (grr) so i'm living in college again this year

- my mum found my results for this semester while i was in brisbane, and she went ballistic. basically if i fail semester one this year i have to move back home and try 2 get a job (not bloody likely, i'd never move back here, it's a fucking hole with no job opportuities and i want to live as far away from it as possible. it's one of those places where the only things for young people to do is drink, drugs n fuck)

-because my parents were super pissed off at me i had to come home earlier than i had planned from visiting my wonderful boyfriend in armidaleinstead of the ten days id planned, from the 3rd to the 13th, i had to come hme on the 8th instead and as of today it will be 32 days til i see him again

- now for some good news greg (that's my boyfriend) told me he loves me. now this might seem insignificant to some people but the fact that he said it meant a great deal to me. i told him i love him about a month ago, just before the start of the holidays, and at the time i didnt expect him to say it back then and there. he explained to me that he wanted to be sure before he took such a big step, because his last girlfriends before me (who is also a friend of mine) told him she loved him when they were together, and they went out for 5 month until she realised that she didnt love him and broke up with him.
he and i have been together for a bit over 3 months now, and all is going great. havent been this happy for so long, i'd forgotten how good it felt not to be depressed.

unfortunatly he isnt living in the college this year, so no courtyard shuffle between our rooms lol but he has a flat close to the colleges so yay for not having to come home in the holidays anymore, cept for a couple days to visit family.


if anyone has had to spend extended periods of time away from someone they love u will know how i feel, i miss greg so much. i'm going to stop now before i make myself cry.